HOPE IS A DANGEROUS THING TO LOSE

The Fragrant Spirit Of Life

2009-09-20T20:35:00.000+08:00

Randomsss... Just watch on ...

2009-09-04T00:50:00.006+08:00

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Our Marathon

2009-09-02T23:29:00.002+08:00

From the beginning i was chasing after you...

Just when i thot i caught up with you, i fell...

Will you give me a hand or cont running ahead of me like before...

Will there be a chance for us to run side by side till the end...

The Path

2008-08-12T21:13:00.007+08:00

LaLaLa Ai Qing Mi Ma 爱情密码 [FULL CD VERSION] - Genie Zhuo Wen Xuan
The process wasn't easy.

Nothing is these days.

There'll be no regrets because

its love im dealing with.

...-.-.... .... ... .. .. ..........

.. ... ...... ...... ... .... .. ...... .. ...

.. ...... .... ... ...... .. .... ... .. ....... ... .. ... ... ......
Don't let it bring us down

Thoughts processing

2008-07-22T12:48:00.004+08:00

Everyone has the right tools
But most of us are just fools
We all get a chance and pass it up without a glance
We are given two paths
One leads a future full of laughs
The other is full of disaster
Whats important is not to regret
Im sorry but i do not have the strength to go on being a fool
Hope is a dangerous thing to lose and im on the verge to lose its grip
I wanna do what my heart tells me to
Do what i wanna do

Say what you want to
At least right now at this moment when im typing this im feeling good

Helpless

2008-07-22T09:48:00.004+08:00

Bottled up inside...
Theres so many things i wanna ask.
Theres so many things i wanna share.
But i cant...

I cant write...
Im out of flow.
Theres nothing i wanna do.
I just need to sleep and stop thinking.
But i cant...

The mask i wear, that says I'm fine.
Has been in place for such a long time.
That now the cracks are starting to show.
Containing myself, but needing to let go.

Cet!~ i working afternoon sia ...
Dun understand why all of you likes to call me so early!!!
FreakoSSSS!

.. .. ....
. .... ...

Verity VS Prevarication

2008-07-18T03:08:00.005+08:00

Every second is weighted down
and slowly drags by.
Something is missing in this picture.
Theres an empty space inside me,
empty space by my side.
Its as if you've been cut out.

I just hope i can hear you screaming.
I'll be here waiting by the door.
All i have to do is unlock the truth.
I just hope i can make my way around these words
and maybe fix these broken thoughts and feelings.

Searching for some answers.
Answers never found.
Or maybe i refuse to let the truth excruciate me.

Am i living in a lie?
A life i desire but do not deserve.

Words

2008-07-16T00:40:00.003+08:00

Words can cause you to rise or fall.
Words can fill your heart with joy
or fill your days with pain and fear.
Words can make you laugh and smile
or bring you problems.
Words can make relationship end
but words can also heal and mend broken hearts.
Words can fill your days with happiness or strife.
Dont use them to cut and anguish.
Remember words have great power.
Words melt ones heart.

Words of the day
- you seem like a spider building traps around me so tightly that i cant escape -
PEACE

Missing Reality

2008-07-15T20:46:00.002+08:00

Nothing to do at all
So i might as well stare at the wall
Then i think
Thinking turns to thoughts
Thoughts turn to day dreams
In this dream
Im in a different place
.... ...
Im happy for only a few minutes
Until i realise its just imagination
I come out of the dream
wishing i was there .... ...
....... ...

... ...

2008-07-06T23:15:00.002+08:00

efil si reven riaf...
1 tnod evah uoy dna staht eht tcaf...
1 tnod deen uoy 2 evig em ssenippah.
gnivah uoy dnuora, ssenippah si ydearla ni em.
evl neeb gnipeels llew siht syadkeew sa 1 kool drawrof rof gninrom 2 emoc...
1 tnod tnaw 2 evah 2 kniht fo ouy lla eht emit.
1 tnaw uoy ot eb dunora sa noos sa elbissop.
sknaht rof gnihtyreve.
mi gnissim uoy...

Got myself a new phone!

2008-07-06T14:15:00.003+08:00

Was at production the whole week.

As a result, im drop dead tired!

Cause we are under production team, we needa produce n produce breads and cakes non-stop!!

-_-

Practically use up my brain cells... But of coz the main reason is not just that...

N.A.T assorted my attitude-ness and pass on her tire-ness to me...

Tts y ive stop bloggin for so long... Reach home only slp -_-

ANYWAY, i brought a new fone!!!

N.A.T is so impatient! im still figuring how to use the cam and she cant just wait patiently... Must scream at me ! CET!

Photos of BBQ & JB

2008-06-29T21:59:00.005+08:00

Wheres N.A.T ?!?!
Thats like the slogan when we took shots tt day.

Mr Koil & Kia blogged the funny version already so let me do it emo-ly...

We hardly get the chance to have all 5 of us out together other den being in sch -_-

School is startin and everyone is separated...

No worries to that though coz i got a BASTARD FREN who always call when im resting at home telling me how bored she is!
Mr Koil who is always ok with last minute meetings! (recently tt doesnt seem e case anymore~)
N.A.T whose always being drag to come out with us!
And lastly Val whose always not with us! (u better take a moment to reflect!)
Hopefully theres still time for outings...

All the best for next sem!

Oh and with regards to the happenings for those pictures, pls check out Koil(BITCH NO.2) & Kia's(Bastard Fren) blog...
I cant be bother to go into details -_-

Woman gave birth to mud shrimp

2008-06-29T01:33:00.003+08:00

I was tellin my friends abt an article on tis woman who gave birth to mud shrimp.
They didnt seem to believe me. So i said i would blog abt it.
But the problem is, i cant rem exactly where i read it from so i when to google and did some searchin...
Heres the story ...
Btw if u r to lazy to finish readin it all, scroll to the btm of the entry n read the conclusion...

One morning around 5am 22 year old Susan DaLucci of Kittery Maine, woke up with a painful need to urinate. At first she thought she had diarrhoea, but when she stood up out of bed, she realised that it was urinary pain. It was very similar to the feeling of having diarrhoea, just out the wrong hole.
She wobbled to the toilet and upon sitting on it, her vagina erupted into the most horrific messy farting noise anyone has ever heard. In paralysing pain, Ms. DeLucci for the next few minutes continued to push and squirt out of her vagina a burning tide of wretch and filth while she gripped the sides of the toilet, white-knuckled.
She was screaming wildly, and the neighbours called the police. When medics arrived they found Ms. DeNucci unconscious lying on the floor of her bathroom wearing nothing but her bath robe. Running down her leg, was a stream of brown and green syrup.
The medic had to transfer her to a stretcher, so he grabbed her left leg which was bent crossing her other leg, to straighten her out. She was lying there all twisted up. When he lifted her left leg to straighten her body out, he exposed her vagina at which point a creature, no larger than the tip of a finger wormed its way out of her genitals and landed on the floor with a wet popping sound.
Shocked, the medic stared at the creature that was lying on the tile bathroom floor in a casing of mucous. It was a tiny mud shrimp and it sat there on the cold floor gasping for water while flipping itself back and forth.
The horrified medic turned to the toilet as he felt the nausea setting in. When he put his face down into the toilet to puke what he saw was so horrific that to this day he cannot look into a toilet without convulsing. The entire toilet bowl was boiling with baby brown mud shrimp flipping and splashing at a furious pace.
If you think that is bad - wait until you hear how it happened: Ms DeLucci official death was the result of a combination of shock and severe head trauma. She stood up over the toilet in pain and when she saw what she had done, she went into shock and fell, smashing her head on the toilet and then on the floor.
It is believed by medical police that on two nights before the accident she had purchased a live lobster at a fish market. While lying in a tub, she gently inserted the creature's tail into her vagina to derive pleasure. At that point, she held a lighter under the creature's face causing it to flip its tail in a violent snapping motion.
The medics found a lesbian>XXX video in the VCR and the TV was positioned on a table in front of the tub. The lobster was found in the kitchen garbage can wrapped in a paper bag. Traces of Ms. DeLucci's DNA were found on the lobster along with pubic hairs that had wedged themselves between the lobster tail joints. The lobster's face was lightly burned with the same fuel used in lighters. The lobster's digestive track and colon were found to be full of mud shrimp egg casings. Doctors believe that the lobster had eaten them (they are common in the water at fish markets and are usually harmlessly boiled to death) and the lobster had crapped them out into Ms. DeLucci's c**t when she was torturing it.
Maine mud shrimp only take two days to gestate and Ms. DeLucci was only four days away from getting her period, doctors believe that at that point of her menstrual cycle, her womb was the perfect PH balance to grow these mud shrimp which are a much larger version of the popular "Sea Monkey" pets sold throughout the US. Over night the eggs had hatched and the mud shrimp began doubling in size every ten minutes. You can imagine the pain she was in when she woke up that morning and gave birth to well over 1,000 mud shrimp in her toilet.

Ok so heres the story... but while going through the web searchin for the best one to blog on, i saw this

Analysis
Could ocean-dwelling "mud shrimp" conceivably incubate and then hatch in a woman's vagina? No, not a chance. Not unless she had ice-cold salt water coursing through her veins. Anyway, lobsters have nothing to do with mud shrimp - they don't eat them, they don't give birth to them, they don't hang out together. The story is completely implausible.

-_-

Hmm...

2008-06-28T00:37:00.002+08:00

Can i see you?
Tts wt i wanna say.

But i thot u might be .i...
I thot u might not wanna ...t
I thot u might be ..s.

I just dun hv the courage
-PEACE-

When Is All This Pain Gonna Quit

2008-06-26T23:33:00.003+08:00

Its the last day of the wake...
Sent my ah ma (mum's mum) to CCK cemetery...

Passing through all the tombs,
memories of my ah ma (dad's mum) came pouring into my mind...

You left me 7 yrs ago...
But the wound in my heart is so deep tt till this day when i tink of u,
pain releases itself to drown me...
The pain is so unbearable that i cant ignore...

labelled : ah ma-less -_-

Jerene Tan!

2008-06-26T00:39:00.008+08:00

Heres a re-use of my 20k spent on ur bday 2 yrs back! lol

Ive promised you a testi dunno how many years back but nothing has been written...

The problem is, I seriously cant find the best & right words to tell you how much i love you as my besti.

Jer, you are one friend whom i wanna spend my next 10,20 or 30 years with.
I wish you will be in my life story till i leave this world.

We both have our realistic life we gotta catch up with...
We dun meet everyday & chat daily but you are definately in my heart all day!

Im SOOO ATTACHED TO U!!!
LOVE YOU!!!

PS.enjoy ur gentin trip yah... im sorry i cant join u

You will always stay loved & remembered

2008-06-23T01:57:00.007+08:00

All plans cancelled...
Im sorry to those whose plans had to change coz of me.

I was in JB when i recieve the news tt my grandma just passed away.
I called my sis and she was in an unstable state to talk.
The journey home seem so long...

I was told tt you are fine before i prepare myself for the holiday.
But all of a sudden, you left this world.
I can swallow my emotions.
But its too tedious for me to see my loved ones in pain.

To my friends...
ill be fine.. No worries k.
Just dun keep asking if im ok and i will be :)
Loves

Swissotel

2008-06-20T02:39:00.003+08:00

As most of u noe from my previous entry,

Kel, Kia, Nat & i went to Swissotel to study for our exams...

Thz to Jo, we got it at a cheap price.

It aint a stupid idea studyin there!

We got all the comfort and a nice view!

Heres a video and all the pics we took!

We are figuring out how we can mk good use of the piece of brown sheet

Install Install Install

2008-06-20T01:25:00.005+08:00

Reformatted my desktop today... Been too lazy to deal with my files tt the C drive went crazy!!!

The formatting was stil bearable... Its the reinstalling of all my programs and arranging of my music files tt sucks!!! n yah im still not done with it~ haiz nobody understand!

Anyway, ive got an achievement which is actually y i blog abt tis haha... I found my wire to connect my com to my tv n

TADA!!!!!

Occupied!

2008-06-16T00:08:00.002+08:00

Shall be gone for 3 days ... As you can see busy studyin -_- exams is startin tml!
Adios!

World of Confusion

2008-06-14T00:10:00.004+08:00

Are you ok?
Are you feeling alright?
Everytime i ask these questions,
I fear that im making things worst for you.

I can play dumb to make you smile.
I can crap to make you laugh.
But that will only cure you for the moment of time.
Worried that things will be worst for you when you are alone.

Things run wild in my mind.
Whats the thing thats tearing you apart?
Its painful running away from reality and its torments.
Life is beautiful.
But it will never be perfect if you do not mend your feelings.

Tired~

2008-06-13T12:19:00.001+08:00

Just because im quiet
doesnt mean im a loner
doesnt mean im ignoring you
it just shows that i dun wanna talk

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2008-06-13T10:01:00.002+08:00

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A gentle reminder

2008-06-13T00:17:00.002+08:00

Creeps

2008-06-12T21:54:00.003+08:00

a baby born with a second penis on his BACK.

Im Urs Lyrics

2008-06-12T00:09:00.003+08:00

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
And now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some
I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love
Listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
Ah, la peaceful melody
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love love
So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Dpb 0108

2008-06-11T21:47:00.001+08:00

Our Wedding Cake projects!!!

Sex & The City

2008-06-10T23:58:00.004+08:00

Went tanning tis afternoon... hmm supposingly tanning but the sun wasnt strong enough so had a swim instead... As usual, flu after swim -_-

After tt, went to watch Sex & The City ... they have a great sense of humor!!! well its another must watch movie!

After the show, ive decided to go home straight instead of stayin for a drink so tt i can prepare a little for my exam tml... seldom doin such rational decision and just when i did, i risk myself falling sick! Freaking heavy rain start falling on me -_-

Hopefully my body stand up for me when god of rain is punishing me!

Flu + Air-Con + Rain = Life is Beautiful! ( Yupz i noe im random )

Ok anyway, the morale of the entry is go catch Sex & the City before it ends... tts if u r above 18!

Sinful

2008-06-10T11:33:00.009+08:00

It all started with prawnin ~ we gt ourself 30+ or was it 40+ prawns for dinner... Alright 20 of dem was donated by a nice couple who got demself way too much prawns.

Pathetic as it sounds... 6 of us got less den 20 in 4hrs n the couple can actually hv too much to consume... just imagine how many they are bringin home -_-

anyway, we prepared our own dinner with the LIVE PRAWNS!!!

1.KEL cuts the filters (if its the rite word)

2.N.A.T & I bbq the LIVE prawns (freako~ its gifin me nightmares man lol the prawns are lky stil freakin struggling when half of the body is already cooked) MURDERERS!!! Oh n tis is when all the misfortune struck me!!! @#$%@&^%#%@^%#^%*^%@

3.Ahmad, Chenny & KIA peel the prawns n feed us (its hot... u guys could wait awhile before peelin... dun unds y u guys love torturin urself-_-) PEACE

Alright with regards to all the suayness, @^#%&(*(@!

1.Was cabbin home n the cabby dunno rushin for wt sia... did a sudden brake! as i was crossin my legs on the seats, my head when crashin onto the front seat-_-

2.Ok theres lky so many more but my defective mind is not working rite now thus i cant actually recall anything so just skip pass it all n let me announce the worst! My test for the puff paste flunk~ I dun usually hv problem with tis stupid puffs... did lky dunno how many time already n for tis test, the puff just wouldnt get in shape -_- wtf man... waste my 3 hrs dealing with it~

Desperately in need to wash away my sins! Sorry prawns -_-

Kung Fu Panda Rockxxx!!!

2008-06-09T00:24:00.007+08:00

Fabulous animation!!! The storyline is lame but I LOVE the way they convey demself & their expression !!! Damn funny la ... But well theres spoilers in the cinema... Mr Kel n Ling... Their laughter sux! chill man... just feel lky scoldin ppl -_- Anyway, dun MISS THE SHOW !!!!

Eating mangosteen at Bugis Kopitiam ... Aunties wannabe -_" thz to bastard fren kialing!!!

Happy Birthday Denise!!!

2008-06-07T23:29:00.007+08:00

Firstly, I would lky to thz Denise for reminding me that its Denise's birthday today -_-

Im soSOOSooso sorry... But who cares rite haha you guys noes im terrible with dates... As such, this does not reflect I am a care-less person, but let’s just say the best way to remember our friend’s birthday is to forget it once. (Hmm i stil dont tink it will work for me so remind me again nx yr)

Wtever it is, i did something for u...

Wishes from US

Celeste To U :
Happy Birthday Denise! U've been a super nice friend apart from that a very great colleague. We had laughter, sadness and sweat altogether. Ill nv forget our lovely memories. I hope our friendship nv ends. And i love u! U know i do! Hope u had an enjoyable bday. Once again happy bday.
With Lotsa love!

Claudia To U :

Denise, ure so sweet to surprise me with the nail polish. Thank U! Im so sorry that i forget ur bday. :( but nvm la coz last year we very sweet mah. :) HaHa! Happy birthday lil one!

Loves

Jerene To U :
Dearest Denise! A smackalicious and smashing 24th bdae to you!!!!! Hope u had a good one and stay stylish and pretty always.
Loves, Jerene!

Jane & Family To U:
Happy Bday To U
Happy Bday To U
Happy Bday To Denise!
Happy Bday To U

Ming To U:

Yo! Its me =) HAPPY HATCH DAY!! May everything u wish for come true for u, n all the best in whatever u do! Ur love life as well -_=

Paint the town red, its ur day!!

Misses

Zinc To U:
Woof Woof Woof Woof! ( I tink he said happy birthday to u! )

Me To U :
Denise!!! it has been a long time and we do have good old times together, even though there were times we have always been quarrelling and yah the non-stop naggings... But u know at the end of the day such argumentations will end us cherishing each another. You have been a very good friend and colleague. Celeste used my lines (And i love u! U know i do!) So, im gonna do it a different way... U know i love u! N YESH i noe u love me too!
Have a good year ahead and have an enjoyable birthday – day.
LOVE U !

Doesnt kill to hv hopes

2008-06-07T23:14:00.002+08:00

We ‘fall’ in love, not walk not run not roll because like a fall, it is unintentional.

I thought of u as a really good fren but I realized tt my feelings there didn’t end.
I was afraid to tell u as I didn’t noe wt u would do.
Den I heard u felt the same way, and those words were so easy to say.
Since the very start, u hv been in my heart.

The temptation of your love is one I refuse to fight,
you have a strong grasp on my heart.
I adore each thing about u,
for u there's nothing I cannot do.

Good things are worth waiting for.
If it’s true, Ur great!
I miss u lots. But I’m happy when I think of u.
Wherever I go or Whatever I do, I see your smiling face in my mind.
U can smooth all loneliness.

I do not wan to be frail,
neither do i wanna love spiritlessly.
Hope is one thing I don’t let go.

Selling Psp Slim & iPhone

2008-06-04T21:16:00.005+08:00

Hohoho!!!
Im advertising tis for my fren...
So if anyone of you is interested, pls contact him directly

iphone - fully unlocked
$768 (free screen protector)

Psp Slim - Modified (all colours except red)
w 4gb mcard, mcard reader, earpiece, crystal casing, screen protector and soft pouch
$360

Anyone interested pls contact Gabriel at 91217122

Sick in the brain~

2008-06-04T20:35:00.008+08:00

Cabby bashed n robbed my fren's dad!!!!

YES I REPEAT

Cabby bashed n robbed my fren's dad!!!!

My fren's dad went for his usual drinking session with his buds and when he got drunk and hop on a cab, the cabby send him to somewhere deserted... Dragged him out of the cab, gave him a thrashing and took his mobile~

Its lky WTF!!! My fren's dad is already so drunk tt theres no way for him to defend himself... If the cabby is so despo for a fone den just tk n go la... Whats with the blows~ Tis just show how some man-kind can be such brainsick!

You tink cabby can send you back home safely late at nite?? TINK AGAIN!

But with the fact tt its the only transport after mid, theres really not much choice... So in future after gettin on a cab, give a call to someone telling them the carplate number yah...

Better to be SAFE DEN SORRY !!!

Shokudo Japanese Food Bazaar

2008-06-02T00:53:00.005+08:00

Went for dinner with Jer n Ron at Shokudo today... its the first time there n i believe many of u nv try it before so blog a little on it yah...

Its a japanese eatery with Marche's concept... The food there is fine.
My favourite will be the omelette! Its a must try!!! it melts in the mouth!!! (my way of saying its so good tt theres no words to describe)
didnt get to try the desserts as we were all too bloated... But who cares abt the desserts there when ive got "homemade" ones waitin for me -_-

Oh and thz to ronnie, i got the meal at 0 cost and tts the best part of ones life... hving to eat free nice food!!! but anyway he paid abt $60 plus for the 3 of us so considered worth it...

Floor VS Chairs

2008-05-31T23:39:00.003+08:00

Wts the point of creatin chairs when the floor is so comfy ...

Reminder to u peepz in the pic!!!

Tues prawning dun last min backout...

Esp the odd one out...BITCH!

Cold Water Makes You Fat!

2008-05-31T21:49:00.002+08:00

It is nice to have a cup of cold drink after a meal. However, the cold water will solidify the oily stuff that you have just consumed. It will slow down the digestion. Once this ’sludge’ reacts with the acid, it will break down and be absorbed by the intestine faster than the solid food. It will line the intestine. Very soon, this will turn into FATS.

Can't seem to forget you

2008-05-30T22:42:00.002+08:00

You seem to be always on my mind.
I feel so happy around you.
When i see you smile,
it makes me happy.
Im so glad we met!

LIARS!!!!!!

2008-05-29T23:41:00.001+08:00

There are white lies and black lies…
and many shades of grey lies
Some lies are justify.
Lies told out of kindness
Lies told out of dignity
Lies tt spare pain .

Everybody is a liar!!!!!

Quoted from The L Word

SGS???

2008-05-29T02:25:00.003+08:00

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Polo Ralph Flag Polo Tee‏!

2008-05-29T02:19:00.002+08:00

Heres a good deal for all you guys!

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The men's design comes in White (USA), Black (Japan), Navy Blue (France) and Green (Great Britain). Sizes are Euro size, comes in S, M, L.

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The retail price is US$125 BUT you're only looking at S$70 now.

Drop me a comment leaving ur email if you're keen to place your orders.

Zooo0

2008-05-25T02:39:00.002+08:00

The weather was GOOD -_- at least it wasnt raining!

The animals seems to be in a diarrhoea state that day!

The kangaroo vomitted rite infront of us as if we were dirtier den him!

There were so many butterflies!!!!!!!!!!

And lastly it was fun because ... .... ..... ~

Regards To The Post On My Best Fren

2008-05-24T00:06:00.006+08:00

TT ENTRY(MY BEST FREN) is not written by me... im just too tired to update it myself due to all the fallings as mention but it seems tt ive got no choice since VAL made herself sound so important in it which is not a fact... just incase u guys still hv doubts on it... THINK of the colours used... PINK -_- ill nv wanna use tt colour zzz!

So ladies and gentlemen, she may sound so important in tt entry but its all her hallucination...

the one tkin the BIGGEST surface in the pic is VAL... look at how moody i am behind ... how in the hell she can get so important in my life when she actually coz me to be down ...

MY BEST FRIEND

2008-05-23T23:54:00.002+08:00

alot of unhappy and unlucky things happen today.be it in school,or outside school,it just happened.didnt have the chance to fall down or trip over something SO MANY TIMES in my life,till today,it all happened.

BUT..

i think im very fortunate to have Val to help me throughout this whole day.she has been brightening my day and never fails to fill it with joy,laughter,care,concern, and love.oh man,i cant actually believe that val is my best friend despite spending 5 months++ with her.but it's still not too late to know it now.i jus cant express my gratitude to her through blogging,but i jus wan her to know that i treasure her as my BEST FRIEND.
P/S:Val,if u're reading this,please know that all the things written above are all from the bottom of my heart.

therefore,this entry can be summarised into 6 simple words.

VAL IS THE GRESTEST OF ALL

ya,im the one who wrote this.dun suspect the writer,im CANDY LU TIANTIAN. :)

Sales for psp n ipod

2008-05-23T23:23:00.002+08:00

peeppzzzz !!! my fren is sellin his psp($350) n ipod($250) in good condition... so if anyone is interested, send me a comment for more info yah ... LOVES

Mint Museum Of Toys

2008-05-21T01:56:00.001+08:00

Was at Mint Museum months back but only till now den i upload e pics... its really nice! Check out the website for more info as im seriously not into advertisin for dem...they are not paying me -_- aye im just lazy
http://www.emint.com/

I would say its a must go museum!

Donations for China's Earthquake

2008-05-18T21:49:00.005+08:00

Im sure everyone is aware of the tragedy going on in China. China's worst natural disaster in a generation.
The death toll from the earthquake has rose to 32,477 on Sunday. Rain also compounded the misery of many of the estimated 4.8 million who have been left without homes.

Heres 2 of the storys i heard:

A teacher sacrifice herself by supporting the falling pillar to save her students.Some of her students manage to escape from death but sad to say she could not stay on for the rescuers to rescue her...

A mother was carrying her 3 mths old baby preventing falling rocks from hurting her child... While doing so, she type a last msg with her mobile saying "if you survive, pls remember mummy love you."
The baby survived but lost her only kin...

They really need your help...

www.redcross.org.sg

The Riddle

2008-05-17T23:07:00.003+08:00

Should i stop lying,
am i to face reality??
Should i have regrets,
am i to face heartbreak??

Ive tried to let my mind over rule my heart.
But as days pass, things just get tough.

Im sorry i was rude.
Im sorry i didnt care.
Im sorry i walked away.
Its way too hard for me to handle.
If i have no choice but to step aside,
I rather be the one to make the move den to be ask.

Im stuck in a role im not suit for
and its something i detest.

Swensen's 1-for-1

2008-05-15T18:20:00.003+08:00

Whoever is kind enough and free, print 2 for me yah...

The Great Plumber!

2008-05-14T19:38:00.003+08:00

Damn!! IS is flooded!! Thanks to the brown small dots of SHIT thrown by my bunch of inconsiderate classmates(that include me)... The morale of the above statement is that we have a big dustbin for scraps dun dump it in the sink! Its gonna choke the sink den the floor will be wet den tired ppl lky (us) gotta mop n mop n mop n mop n mop n mop n mop! Hmm... im not included in the us. Im one of the culprit who is adding more water to the overflowing sink... but THANKS TO AHMAD THE GREAT PLUMBER(he name it himself) save the day with his bare hands pumping it... For once, i felt that his the man ! N if you are wondering his usual status, that would be bitch ! Especially when there is a chemical reaction with the bitch below (tts Mr Kelvin). A piece of advice for the two of u. Please purchase some male hormones...

PEACE

Assuming is wrong

2008-05-13T17:10:00.002+08:00

They dont think the rumors torture me,
because I block them out.
They dont think the whispers hurt,
because i pretend i hear nothing.
They dont think the stares burn,
because i act like i dont see them.

So if you wanna do any of the above,
go far far away when im not around.
Dont just do it behind my back -_-
Its hard to pretend...
(if you dun get the joke -speechless-)

AND YES I KNOW IM LAME!

Unconscious Sat

2008-05-11T02:11:00.004+08:00

Aiyo!!!!! I feel so freakin slpy when i had already slp for lky 6 hrs after coming back from sch ... just woke up lky now 2.25am ... yes n im still feeling slpy... just feel that i should get up n do something... anyway i did this Fruit Flan today and drank the pepsi for lunch -_- if you are wondering whats with the words there... im writing for the sake of writing... at least its shorter den hving to write Happy mother's day. the process was a diseaster due to the THANK YOU SIR messing my table up. and yah his the thank you sir as he only noe how to say this 2 words when u tok to him -_- ok!! im feeling strengthless already... i better get back to my meditation state... GOOD NITEZ

Mutify -_-

2008-05-09T21:05:00.004+08:00

The depression starts to spread
but not a word is said.
She felt the emotions
but comments stay unspoken.
At the end of each day,
she try not to cry and luckily,
manages it with a sign.

Whenever you are ready,
Ill be there for you.

For Kelvin

2008-05-09T16:18:00.003+08:00

Sorry guys... bear with this... Mr Kelvin asked me to update my blog tis afternoon and when i ask him what he wish to read? He replied "surprise". Im amazed why one would like to read surprise... Its just a word-_- But with the privilege of being my friend, i shall grant his request.

SURPRISE

Im afraid one might not be enough...Moreover his my partner for practical so i shouldnt be stingy with it. 2 more for you partner... Note the fact that ive done them in your favourite colours.

SURPRISE

Heart VS Sanity

2008-05-05T00:50:00.002+08:00

Sitting next to you doing absolutely nothing means everything to me.
I caught myself smiling for no reason...den i realise i was thinking of you.
I do not have to wait till you are gone to realise how much ill miss you.
I may not remember what you said or did... But i will always remember how you made me feel.
If you had the ability to see through my eyes, you would realise how special you are to me.
Sometimes i wonder if love is worth fighting for...
But the moment you come into my mind, im ready for war.
Ill always be around to show you care as I love you.
Ill never hurt you as thats not part of love.
I wish i could tell you how i feel.
I wish i was the only one you see... But all hopes falls.
Ive tried not to let it show the fact that i cant let you go.
But im stuck here waiting while my heart and sanity are debating.

Lol This is DUMB

2008-04-27T00:38:00.001+08:00

Argumentations

2008-04-25T23:31:00.001+08:00

"Forget it" "Whatever" are killing words in an arguement.
It shows that you do not wish to share your thots. At the end of the day, ur relationship will just stay put the way it is.
One who do not walk away from an arguement treasure and love you.
Chatting strengthen the bond
Dating create memories together
Promises challenge the relationship
Arguments gives the chance to understand each other and learn to be better

Food Hotel Asia 2008

2008-04-24T22:36:00.002+08:00

Asia's largest International Food & Hospitality Event is here(EXPO) and i was there to try lots & lots of food for FREE! Thanks to SHATEC.

Hereby announce the longest walk ive made in Singapore... Was there for abt 6hrs walking NON-STOP.

The biggest achievement ive made that day... not my big tummy but getting to see lots of pretty cakes. Check the pics out!

My LIfe

2008-04-22T22:11:00.000+08:00

Lets start this blog with how i came into this world... I was given birth by my mum with the help of my dad -_- Alright anyway, my family consists of 'claptrap' You can say its complete or inordinate. Not much of a interaction at home. Neither am i a blabbermouthed individual in my primary school days . In another words, its dull. Ergo, lets fast forward to my secondary days...

Thinking back, its a horrifying start... entering school with my ultra thick, lookalike mushroom ... HAIR! Another 4 yrs of school.. just get it over and done with . Nothing interesting is gonna happen ... Its a girls school -_-

But guess what! My life changed after a haircut. Yes ! That haircut was an important issue. Thanks to the hairdresser which i cant recall. Changed in the way of ?!?!?! Hmm .. a senior got attracted by me, came into my life and taught me whats lesbian. Haha yah and stages of formation to become a butch begin...Lets jump pass those details and give a conclusion. At the age of 11, i had a boyfriend which was non-memorable but at the age of 12, i became a butch and been through lots of relationships and unforgettable playful moments for approximately 9 plus years. And at the age of 21, Ive made a decision that once again turn my life around... Im straight! In the sense that im a girl 'again'. Reason for the big change, my dad. His old and wish to see his daughter go normal so yah release of the boobs! Its not something i wish to do in fact its kinda depressing as i cant 'enjoy' my life the way i desire. Merely, its something i felt i should do for an old man who has took care of my life for the pass years. Moreover, i left home since 15 and had not been filial.

Months after the dummy run, i got into a relationship with a guy. Do i love him, am i ready to love a guy? Confidently, the answer to my own question is NO.It would be more appropriate if i say his a very close buddy who have nigher activties -_- Ok thats a bad way of saying...

Today, im one who is stuck in the position of attempting to love a guy and admiring girls with my heart. -_-' Craps