Thoughts processing

Everyone has the right tools
But most of us are just fools
We all get a chance and pass it up without a glance
We are given two paths
One leads a future full of laughs
The other is full of disaster
Whats important is not to regret
Im sorry but i do not have the strength to go on being a fool
Hope is a dangerous thing to lose and im on the verge to lose its grip
I wanna do what my heart tells me to
Do what i wanna do

Say what you want to
At least right now at this moment when im typing this im feeling good

Helpless

Bottled up inside...
Theres so many things i wanna ask.
Theres so many things i wanna share.
But i cant...

I cant write...
Im out of flow.
Theres nothing i wanna do.
I just need to sleep and stop thinking.
But i cant...

The mask i wear, that says I'm fine.
Has been in place for such a long time.
That now the cracks are starting to show.
Containing myself, but needing to let go.

Cet!~ i working afternoon sia ...
Dun understand why all of you likes to call me so early!!!
FreakoSSSS!

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Verity VS Prevarication

Every second is weighted down
and slowly drags by.
Something is missing in this picture.
Theres an empty space inside me,
empty space by my side.
Its as if you've been cut out.

I just hope i can hear you screaming.
I'll be here waiting by the door.
All i have to do is unlock the truth.
I just hope i can make my way around these words
and maybe fix these broken thoughts and feelings.

Searching for some answers.
Answers never found.
Or maybe i refuse to let the truth excruciate me.

Am i living in a lie?
A life i desire but do not deserve.

Words

Words can cause you to rise or fall.
Words can fill your heart with joy
or fill your days with pain and fear.
Words can make you laugh and smile
or bring you problems.
Words can make relationship end
but words can also heal and mend broken hearts.
Words can fill your days with happiness or strife.
Dont use them to cut and anguish.
Remember words have great power.
Words melt ones heart.

Words of the day
- you seem like a spider building traps around me so tightly that i cant escape -
PEACE

Missing Reality

Nothing to do at all
So i might as well stare at the wall
Then i think
Thinking turns to thoughts
Thoughts turn to day dreams
In this dream
Im in a different place
.... ...
Im happy for only a few minutes
Until i realise its just imagination
I come out of the dream
wishing i was there .... ...
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efil si reven riaf...
1 tnod evah uoy dna staht eht tcaf...
1 tnod deen uoy 2 evig em ssenippah.
gnivah uoy dnuora, ssenippah si ydearla ni em.
evl neeb gnipeels llew siht syadkeew sa 1 kool drawrof rof gninrom 2 emoc...
1 tnod tnaw 2 evah 2 kniht fo ouy lla eht emit.
1 tnaw uoy ot eb dunora sa noos sa elbissop.
sknaht rof gnihtyreve.
mi gnissim uoy...

Got myself a new phone!

Was at production the whole week.

As a result, im drop dead tired!

Cause we are under production team, we needa produce n produce breads and cakes non-stop!!

-_-

Practically use up my brain cells... But of coz the main reason is not just that...

N.A.T assorted my attitude-ness and pass on her tire-ness to me...

Tts y ive stop bloggin for so long... Reach home only slp -_-

ANYWAY, i brought a new fone!!!

N.A.T is so impatient! im still figuring how to use the cam and she cant just wait patiently... Must scream at me ! CET!