Verity VS Prevarication

Every second is weighted down
and slowly drags by.
Something is missing in this picture.
Theres an empty space inside me,
empty space by my side.
Its as if you've been cut out.

I just hope i can hear you screaming.
I'll be here waiting by the door.
All i have to do is unlock the truth.
I just hope i can make my way around these words
and maybe fix these broken thoughts and feelings.

Searching for some answers.
Answers never found.
Or maybe i refuse to let the truth excruciate me.

Am i living in a lie?
A life i desire but do not deserve.